xander, most likely ... it entirely depends, as he gets riled up easily & can get loud. he knows that i do not do good with people yelling at me, so he feels bad as soon as that happens. he gives me time to cool off before attempting to apologize for lashing out at me & discussing what had happened. i may also cry out apologies during a fight depending on how bad it is ... BPD things, lol. we always make up, though. we become stronger than ever 💪